Chapter 87 Please stay away from me
In the middle of the night, the inpatient department was silent. The moonlight was bright tonight, and it fell softly on the white sheets through the gaps in the curtains.
Chu Muyu, who was sleeping on the hospital bed, frowned and immediately woke up. He was lying on his side, and when he opened his eyes, he saw his brother.
The Alpha’s appearance was handsome, with the bridge of his nose as the boundary, the moonlight divided his face into two sides: one side melted into the moonlight, and the other side hid in the darkness.
Chu Suiyun folded his arms in front of his chest and was sitting on a chair dozing off.
People who are sick are always sensitive, and Omegas during the heat period are even more afraid of loneliness. For Chu Muyu, it was undoubtedly the best thing to be able to open his eyes and see his closest relative after experiencing all kinds of things tonight. It was comforting.
Sourness rushed into his nose and Chu Muyu’s eyes gradually turned red. Tears pooled in his eyes, finally condensing into a clear teardrop that rolled out.
It was clear that Chu Muyu’s crying did not make any sound, but Chu Suiyun seemed to have telepathy, and he suddenly opened his eyes, just in time to see his crying brother.
“What’s wrong?” Chu Suiyun leaned over, wiping the tears from the corners of his brother’s eyes, and asked with concern.
Chu Muyu shook his head, choked with tears. He was unable to speak, and did not want to speak.
He stretched out a finger and hooked Chu Suiyun’s sleeve. Chu Suiyun also imitated Chu Muyu to stretch out his little finger and hook onto his finger.
Chu Suiyun understood what his younger brother meant by this action.
What the Omega needed at this moment was not rambles of comforting words, but his own company. So Chu Suiyun didn’t ask his brother why he was crying, he just hooked his finger and shook it, indicating that he was there.
Chu Muyu was still crying silently, as he couldn’t help replaying what he experienced at Shen Qingdeng’s house tonight.
A few hours ago, after realizing that he was in a heat period, after struggling for a while, Chu Muyu made up his mind and said to Shen Qingdeng who was standing outside the bathroom, “You open the door.”
The next moment, the bathroom door opened. Shen Qingdeng stood at the door, his footsteps seemed to be stuck with glue, and he couldn’t enter an inch.
“You, the heat period.” Shen Qingdeng was silent for a long time before squeezing these words out of his teeth. After speaking, he suddenly came back to his senses, “Use an inhibitor, do you have an inhibitor?”
Chu Muyu’s body changes made his head ache. Shen Qingdeng was clearly two steps in front of him, but the sound was as ethereal as if it came from a distant mountain, and he could only vaguely hear one key word – inhibitor.
Chu Muyu shook his head. He hugged his knees and sat by the wall, like a child who was afraid of taking medicine. He said, “I don’t need an inhibitor, why would I need an inhibitor?”
“Because you have your heat period.” Shen Qingdeng stated, “You don’t have an inhibitor, is that right?”
Chu Muyu continued to shake his head: “No, no.”
“Then I…” Shen Qingdeng paused, his Adam’s apple slid twice, as if he was struggling with his instinct, and it took a long while before he said the second half, “I’ll give a call to the hospital.”
He was about to leave, but he moved just half a step forward when he was stopped by Chu Muyu.
“Shen Qingdeng!” Chu Muyu was emotional.
Shen Qingdeng turned his back and stopped.
Chu Muyu covered his face, and his voice came out from his palm: “Why? Don’t you understand what I mean? Do I have to throw away all my dignity and tell you clearly: Please mark me. You… do you know what I mean?”
These words, like a huge stone, slammed into Shen Qingdeng’s heart, and he almost failed to stand firm.
“Why?” Chu Muyu was still asking, “Shen Qingdeng, why?”
The Omega’s question sounded endless, but Shen Qingdeng could understand what he meant.
What Chu Muyu asked was why he didn’t accept him. Why he had pushed him away time and time again, yet he was stubbornly standing beside him with no label.
Shen Qingdeng clenched his fists and suddenly sighed.
Then he stepped back, walked into the bathroom, squatted down in front of Chu Muyu, pinched the Omega’s chin rudely, forcing the Omega to look at him.
“Do you want me to mark you?” Shen Qingdeng asked.
Chu Muyu had no choice but to look into Shen Qingdeng’s eyes, and unexpectedly saw determination and grief in those dark blue eyes.
Why was he sad? It was him who was rejected again and again who should obviously be sad Chu Muyu thought aggrieved.
Shen Qingdeng let go of Chu Muyu’s chin, hugged him heavily, and said almost eagerly, “Of course I can mark you, and of course I want to mark you. I wish you could be mine from head to toe, so that your eyes can only focus on me from now on.”
Chu Muyu’s eyes widened suddenly, he had never seen Shen Qingdeng with such an emotional expression.
“But—” Shen Qingdeng’s voice changed, “Before I mark you, I want to tell you something.”
Then, Chu Muyu was hugged by the Alpha, and the sudden change in height made him a little dizzy. He hugged Shen Qingdeng’s neck and saw the sweat oozing from the Alpha’s temples because of his patience.
Shen Qingdeng carried Chu Muyu through the master bedroom and came to the door of a room. He put Chu Muyu down and freed his hand to turn the door handle.
The door opened, and a small, dimly lit room appeared in front of Chu Muyu’s eyes. A computer was placed in the center of the room. Chu Muyu was at a loss, not understanding what Shen Qingdeng wanted to do.
Shen Qingdeng walked into the room first, then turned back and said, “Come in.”
Chu Muyu’s legs were weak, so he could only walk in slowly. Shen Qingdeng pulled the computer chair and let Chu Muyu sit down, then pushed the computer chair and Chu Muyu to the side in front of the computer.
Shen Qingdeng turned on the computer, and at the same time took out Chu Muyu’s mobile phone. Chu Muyu was stunned, not knowing when Shen Qingdeng took his cell phone.
Next, Chu Muyu witnessed a scene that terrified him.
Shen Qingdeng calmly unlocked Chu Muyu’s phone, handed it to him, and opened two windows on the computer.
“Now, just open any software on your phone.” Shen Qingdeng said.
Chu Muyu’s mind went blank. He subconsciously obeyed, and opened the most commonly used chat software. At the same time, the computer displayed the same content as the mobile phone with almost no delay.
Chu Muyu clicked into the chat box with his brother again. The message record left by his brother when he came to pick him up today was still there. The next moment, the message record of him and his brother appeared on the computer screen in real time.
“This is…” Chu Muyu deceived himself and asked, “Is this some kind of screen projection software?”
Shen Qingdeng gave him a deep look and ruthlessly extinguished his illusions: “No, this is a monitoring system.”
Hearing this, Chu Muyu’s hands and feet went weak, and he almost dropped the phone on the ground.
At this time, Shen Qingdeng didn’t care how much impact Chu Muyu suffered, and continued: “Chu Muyu, as you can see, I can monitor your mobile phone. No matter what you are doing, I know everything. In fact, I have been doing this for a long time. “
“Who you talked to, what websites you browsed, what items you added to your shopping cart… I know all of them.”
Chu Muyu’s body was stiff, his heart was being thrown into ice water in the polar region. Chill extended from the middle of his chest and penetrated his internal organs.
Then, Shen Qingdeng reached out and brushed away the scattered hair in front of Chu Muyu’s forehead, and said in a light tone, “Do you remember the unfamiliar text messages you received when you were in high school?”
Chu Muyu subconsciously denied it, his lips trembling. What Shen Qingdeng said was too shocking for him to accept. He couldn’t imagine that Shen Qingdeng would do these things, and he didn’t want to admit that Shen Qingdeng would do it.
Shen Qingdeng straightened up and admitted frankly: “Yes, that’s the text message I sent you.”
“I’ve been looking at you. Ever since you smiled at me at the sophomore opening ceremony, my eyes fell on you uncontrollably.”
“You shouldn’t have smiled at me, you shouldn’t. Just like everyone else, you should have kept a distance from me. They are sensitively aware that I am a lunatic and stay away from me.” Shen Qingdeng’s dark blue eyes flickered in the dim room, and he said, “Only you. After interacting with me, you still didn’t escape. I don’t like you, I just treat you as my belonging.”
“Now, do you still want me to mark you?”
After speaking, Shen Qingdeng approached Chu Muyu and held the Omega’s cheeks with both hands, facing his forehead.
These words were the secrets he had kept in his heart for a long time, but speaking them out at this moment brought him a twisted pleasure.
Chu Muyu panicked, raised his hand, and began to push against Shen Qingdeng’s chest.
He was frightened. Shen Qingdeng at this moment was not the same person as the taciturn and indifferent but clumsy and careful Alpha in his impression at all. He sincerely prayed that it was just a nightmare at this moment.
“No…don’t.” Chu Muyu flinched, and did everything he could to press Shen Qingdeng’s sincerity. After seeing Shen Qingdeng’s true face, he immediately threw away his armor and wanted to escape.
“It’s too late, Little Yu, everything is too late, my little Yu, my sweet Yu.”
Shen Qingdeng whispered next to the Omega’s ear, opened his mouth in the next second, and bowed his head to the side of the Omega’s neck.
At the last moment when Chu Muyu was awake, he heard Shen Qingdeng whispering in his ear, and then there was severe pain from the puncture of the gland on the side of his neck.
For the first time, the Omega’s newly grown body experienced an Alpha’s straightforward and violent pheromone intrusion, resulting in a violent rejection. Coupled with Chu Muyu’s psychological resistance, this temporary marking was more like a single aspect of violence.
The hair in front of Chu Muyu’s forehead was wet with sweat, strands scattered. Because of the sadness and pain, tears couldn’t stop flowing down, making his face wet and full of tears when he touched it.
Chu Muyu didn’t know how long the temporary marking lasted, but by the end, he had fainted out of lack of strength.
After noticing that the person in his arms had fainted softly, Shen Qingdeng released the glands under his teeth and carefully stuck onto Chu Muyu’s profile.
A teardrop slid down the Omega’s cheek and dripped onto Shen Qingdeng’s face.
Shen Qingdeng raised his head, silently watching Chu Muyu’s wet face from crying. He buried his head down and gently kissed the tears that were dripping from his eyes.
“Stay away from me, Chu Muyu.”
In the small and cramped computer room, Shen Qingdeng’s voice was faint.
Recalling the pain was a very exhausting thing, Chu Muyu let his brain torture itself to recall what happened tonight, and he felt very sleepy. He hooked his brother’s hand and fell asleep.
Chu Suiyun noticed his brother’s sleepiness, patted his shoulder, and softly advised, “Go to sleep.”
The hospital was very quiet, with occasional white noises from the wind and grass, creating a suitable sleeping environment. There were still tears in the corners of Chu Muyu’s eyes, but he was finally exhausted. He slowly closed his eyes under the comfort of his brother’s warm voice.
Chu Suiyun’s fingers were still hooked by his younger brother, and he had no plans to withdraw his hands for the time being, for fear of waking up the Omega who was about to fall asleep.
There were sounds of footsteps coming from the door. Chu Suiyun looked up, saw Qin Miao standing there, and smiled at himself.
Chu Suiyun put a finger on the center of his lips, signaling Qin Miao to be quiet, and Qin Miao walked in lightly.
Approaching the ward, Qin Miao saw the linked fingers of the two brothers, raised his eyebrows, and teased in a low voice, “Yo, how was coaxing the child to sleep?”
Chu Suiyun intuitively felt that there was something wrong with what he said. After thinking about it, it seemed that there was nothing wrong. He nodded casually and said softly: “You can find a chair to sit on, Little Yu just fell asleep.”
Qin Miao did not find a chair to sit on, but put the lunch box in his hand on the small table beside Chu Suiyun.
“Our little brother has grown up, but how did he become like this?” Qin Miao asked.
After being asked by him, Chu Suiyun inevitably thought of the culprit for tonight’s incident, and said angrily, “That b*stard, I will teach him a lesson one day.”
Qin Miao opened the lunch box and took out a small pasta and stuffed it into Chu Suiyun’s mouth: “Calm down and have a late night snack.”
Chu Suiyun opened his mouth, took a bite with his hand, and said, “Thank you. Actually, you didn’t have to come.”
An hour ago, Qin Miao called to ask Chu Suiyun how things were going, whether he was done, and had he returned home. Chu Suiyun told him that he was going to guard his younger brother in the hospital tonight, and Qin Miao quickly said that he would also come to the hospital.
“If I did not come, were you going to be hungry all night?” Qin Miao disagreed.
Chu Suiyun was busy tonight, looking for his younger brother across the city, and sending his younger brother to the hospital for an examination, so he didn’t even eat dinner.
At night, only one person was allowed to accompany a patient in the hospital. Chu Suiyun insisted on staying, so Chu Tian and Yu Ze had to leave. Chu Suiyun told his father that he would go shopping and eat when he was free, but in the end he forgot.
Because Qin Miao was standing there, Chu Suiyun had to raise his head to look at him. He wanted to refute a few words, but when he saw his eyes, he forgot what he was going to say.
So it became Chu Suiyun staring blankly and silently at Qin Miao. Qin Miao’s throat was inexplicably itchy, he leaned over slightly, and asked, “You looking at me like this, can I understand that as you wanting me to kiss you?”
Chu Suiyun smiled and closed his eyes cooperatively.
Qin Miao bowed down and kissed Chu Suiyun’s lips quietly.
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